||[Jul. 31st, 2003|08:33 pm]
Hmm, I didn't feel like going to the beach w Brian, Angela, and Joe aka Jeff...so here I am writing in my lovely journal whom I have been neglecting just a tink...
Anyways, life lately has been going up and down. I'm trying to change my outlooks on some things w/ me and Kyel for example. I guess it's a good thing. I can control my stubborness to an extent now. Atleast I like to think so.
Kyel and I are doing really great right now. Though I never ever see him as much as I would like. He really loves his job, telemarketing. And he wants me to work with him and I said "no". He just doesn't get it. But that's okay. Lately I have been writing in his journal instead of mine. I just love him so much. We've gotten into a few arguements but obviously got through them. That whole grounding thing is what did it though. But that is the past and I'm leaving that behind.
I got a new monitor and gave (had to give) my cute little flat screen to my mom. I love that monitor. The troture!! I could poke it w/ the screen saver I had w/ the fisheys...it was awsome.
I get to go to neilson's on tuesday. The same day that school starts, but I don't mind. I just don't really know what to wear.
This weekend we are supposed to go to universal and islands of adventure but my sis doesn't wanna go and my dad said that he had classes and couldn't go, but i told amber we would and she thinks we're definately going to go, and I did too until a few hours ago....grr, and my mom said we could go stop by cocoa beach and ron jons. I really hope we do.
Today Brian came over and played guitar w/ Angela and we all ate pizza..then jeff cam over and hung out for a bit. It was all amusing. Brian seems like a nice guy, but he always seems to hold back when he smiles. Which can't be good. Jeff is so funny. He is obsessed w/ Betty...his lover/gun. My mom has been to stuborn today. I should have gone to the beach, that way I wouldn't have to listen to my mom bitch for 1/2 an hour and then some. The past two days people have seriously been calling non-STOP!!
This Friday I'm going shopping in the afternoon, and out w/ Kyel and his family at ...shit I gotta go change...bye