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Never stop... [Mar. 30th, 2004|10:26 pm]
*~Elle~*
[mood |indescribableindescribable]
[music |sevenmarythree-cumbersome]

Just write...

write until your fingers ache
write until you can't see straight
write until you can't possibly write any more...

So much to say, so much has gone by...

I worked today...only 2 hours
I fought w/ my mom
I talked with my dad...which i never really do, but it was about digital photography and a bunch of other technical ish

I just wanna write but I'm not sure what about

Inspiration...

Muse...

Thoughts...

Mind...

Love...I found a love stronger that I could ever hope for. He worries too much, thinks so deep, and never lets me go. His name is Matt. Finally my mom let the two of us see each other after so long. I've been trying to see him for the past 10 or so months (or we've had secret crushes for 2 years). Finally we're accepted. We can be together, no more sneaking around. He's such an incredible person on the inside and out. We physically have nothing in common but mentally he's everything I've ever wanted because we agree on so many things and have so much in common. We come from different worlds and managed to find one another. In such a short time we've been through so much together and I've grown over time to love and respect him for all that he is. He doesn't get jealous easily and has a good head on his shoulders. He loves animals and isn't one to judge. He's always been there for me when I needed. We have spent this past spring break together and he even spent the night a few times. I've seen him in almost every mood he has to show. He gave me one of the greatest gifts you can give, and I didn't even know it till much later. He's tall, dark, and handsome; but that's what only meets the eye. He's talented and has so much potential in life. His passion lies in drums&music , family (including his close friends who he considers family), and animals. He appreciates all the little things, and never fails to make me smile. He always says he can't stay mad at me and compliments me every chance he gets. When you look into his eyes there's always a look that makes him so mysterious and makes me wanna know more about him...I think I know almost everything about him and where he comes from and how he feels or reacts to things. He always looks out for other ppl. There's never a dull moment between us, and I never get sick of him. There's always that one thing he does though that drives me up the wall. But the BEST part of all...he loves me for me. I never had to put on an act...like most ppl do the first few months of a relationship. Not once. I didn't think I could love someone this much. It actually hurts to see him go...

It's now 12 o'clock exactly...thus I depart to a sea of books...
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